Too Raw.

Do you know what it's like to be the new girl. 

The girl who has been bullied in the past but now.. She's just not accepted.

 Her choices are her own and she's happy with who she is. 

She doesn't wear the hottest trends. 

thats all they are to her.

 Trends.

 Fleeting phases that never leave you feeling cool enough.

 Do you know what its like to be left time and time again because you're not pretty enough to be in the photo. 

She never wanted to be in the photo she just wanted to feel like you cared. 

She does not live by man complements

if she did she would die of their criticism.

 She knows who she is and says it like it is. 

Too blunt too raw at times.

 and maybe thats why she doesn't fit in.

 She wears her emotions on her sleeves and doesn't pretend to be anyone she isn't. Thats too frightening for most 

 were taught to only speak what people want to hear and always sit up straight.

 People don't like the truth, 

sometimes neither does she,

 but she speaks it.

 To be pitty invited and second choice second call. 

To never really feel like your wanted at a party.. more like a filler. 

Do you know what its like to want the best for people and always be there when they need you, 

to ask again and again how are you..

 having everyones backs.

 now you're loosing your patience. 

No one said this was simple.

 Honest people are not meant for this place of insecurity and lust for praise. 

Do you know what its like to want to badly to be accepted by people who can't accept themselves. Impossible like running in the ocean.

 you're trying but you'll never beat the tide that pushes and pulls you. 

Do you know what that's like? 

I do.