&

Fussing and bustling .
Twisting and turning.
Coming and leaving.
              and leaving.
Cussing and crying.

Flashing photos of a night I wish never was.

Ooing and aweing.
Listening and apologizing.
Tearing and smearing.
             and smearing.
             and leaving.
Ice creaming and hiding.

Dreaming of a machine that would help me disappear.

Bumping,
Pumping,
Churning,
Dropping,
Whirling,
Damming,
Failing,
And heart aching.

I don't know why It's so shocking.
But it is.