always.

they tell you it will be difficult.

and not for any particular reason it ends up being

a fight.

not against each other but against the unexpected and against the inevitable.

a fight for freedom and  fight 5 year old chains that do not own you.

They do not own Him.
They do not own you.

we've been given everything and it only makes sense to give it all back.
In the fight.

you've got to work for a lot of things in this life.
Many of them aren't worth it.
But this one is more deserving than any other thing were going to work for.
It is everything.

Everyone falls down but none of that matters.
where are you going to go from here?
That is what matters.
If you choose to fight everyday for the rest of your life
ill fight with you.
and He will too.

Choose your love
love your choice.

I do.
Always.

I know you have chains and they've been there so long
but i know they're close to breaking
i know i love you.

He's not going to stop.
Neither am I.
Neither are you.

You and I, My love...
Because you are you
you have chains.
but who doesn't?

I dont understand a lot of the details of this life but I know i love you more than life itself.

deep breaths.
were doing great.

smile through the past and its okay if a tear slips every now and then

Ranting or not

i know we can do this.
whatever it takes i'll be there.

Always

Too Raw.

Do you know what it's like to be the new girl. 

The girl who has been bullied in the past but now.. She's just not accepted.

 Her choices are her own and she's happy with who she is. 

She doesn't wear the hottest trends. 

thats all they are to her.

 Trends.

 Fleeting phases that never leave you feeling cool enough.

 Do you know what its like to be left time and time again because you're not pretty enough to be in the photo. 

She never wanted to be in the photo she just wanted to feel like you cared. 

She does not live by man complements

if she did she would die of their criticism.

 She knows who she is and says it like it is. 

Too blunt too raw at times.

 and maybe thats why she doesn't fit in.

 She wears her emotions on her sleeves and doesn't pretend to be anyone she isn't. Thats too frightening for most 

 were taught to only speak what people want to hear and always sit up straight.

 People don't like the truth, 

sometimes neither does she,

 but she speaks it.

 To be pitty invited and second choice second call. 

To never really feel like your wanted at a party.. more like a filler. 

Do you know what its like to want the best for people and always be there when they need you, 

to ask again and again how are you..

 having everyones backs.

 now you're loosing your patience. 

No one said this was simple.

 Honest people are not meant for this place of insecurity and lust for praise. 

Do you know what its like to want to badly to be accepted by people who can't accept themselves. Impossible like running in the ocean.

 you're trying but you'll never beat the tide that pushes and pulls you. 

Do you know what that's like? 

I do.